AY DIOS!!! trying to make myself better i have noticed by reading that its all logical they are so logical and rational that i ignore it and don't do it why? i have no idea may be scared of failure even though i know failure is part of life i hate how that feels which causes me to be overly ambitious as a person that is loved by all its hard for me to care about anyone else because everyone keeps disappointing me...i wonder sometimes am i getting disappointed because i don't choose my friends correctly? i expect too much from them so obviously they are bound to disappoint because no one can live up to my standards? when i think about the past i feel like may be i haven't learned my lesson yet. what is it? choose better friends? settle? may be im just looking in the wrong place? i wish sometimes there would be a sign that points me somehow in the right direction of my answer not leave me at the crossroads pondering and analyzing too much instead of acting...may be thats the lesson that i have to stop thinking because i obsess over everything instead of acting being able to live because lets face it life is short....
this quote comes to mind
" I shall not pass this way but once; Any good, therefore, that I can do or any kindness that I can show to any human being, let me do it now. Let me not defer nor neglect it, as I shall pass this way again".
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