2011

I have never looked so forward to a new year!! 2011 is all about change and progress all steps to conquer the world with my amazing heels of course what else would i need? oh yea my Chanel coco rouge allure red lipstick helps me feel empowered... I have a good feeling about this year I have learned that maybe I have really high expectations for people maybe I wait for the disappointment and push people away but I feel like there has been people who act like friends but find ways to disappoint is it that Im asking for too much? maybe i want people to put the same amount of effort that i put into the friendship and i haven't found that i know its possible as in the summer i found it but not in my daily life i want to improve is it other people or is it just me? 2011 is all about new beginnings sometimes i wish that i could go back in time with the knowledge i know now but if i hadn't gone through all that I wouldn't be the person I am today Even though today is sad i'm positive that this too shall pass and better things are waiting for me tomorrow 

If I could make a wish right now

I would want poverty to end to stop slavery of all kinds to stop hatred which fuels most of the problems we have from terrorism, racism, and ignorance to stop abuse to women and children end child prostitution stop human trafficking end corruption and greed all the ills of our globalized world if we have all the information in the world then how is it that some of these problems continue? is it misinformation? or is it that we turn a blind eye to things we dont agree with or problems that are too far away that dont affect us personally? how do we live with ourselves? maybe thats why most of us are pessimistic and dealing with depression we have all this technology that provides us with so much information that instead of informing us makes a case in our country's "interests" it seems as educated as we are...we are misinformed and not just that we look to guilty pleasures to make ourselves feel better like the jersey shore we just cant deal with what our lives have become we dont feel control everything seems too out of reach and harder because so many people are going to college so many are going to grad schools not enough opportunities it seems that there is no escaping pessimism in our society is who has it less? 

my favorite style icon of all time

One woman who had it all- movie star turn real life princess....hello!! any girl's dream went from conquering Hollywood to running Monaco with classic beauty elegance and grace there's only one person that has done both I introduce to u my favorite style icon that has ever lived Princess Grace Kelly of Monaco who won an Academy Award and is also known for her roles in Alfred Hitchcock's movies Rear Window and To Catch a Thief ironically the last one was filmed in Monaco, her future home before meeting her future husband 

jake gyllenhaal

ryan gosling